I think you would enjoy Eddie Bravo (the Marshall art guy). He’s always complaining how they are hiding God from us.
I’m thinking that the Trinity is a concept that can’t be explained, and not understood either. It doesn’t mean that I don’t believe in it. But I think the church in many ways are keeping people away from God. It’s a lot of human complications, corruption, infiltration and so on. I do my best to get by, and I consider myself a Christian, although many modernists would probably not agree with me in many things. Thank you for the compliment and your honesty!